UPDATE: we talked and all is good in the hood again. I promise i'll be more patient with him because i really don't want to lose him. because that's my babe. :D i know he just needs more time to warm up to me. i know he does. and i don't hold it against him. so besos, baby. we'll keep on working at us. :D


I. am. such. an. impatient. person. lskfjhosidfhnslkdfhjslrtkhj!!

I'm trying! SO HARD. to show that i do care. and i don't feel like i'm getting anything in return. =[ well, i do, i just feel like it's like: "i'll care for you as long as no one else knows" like i have to be a secret. : | UGHHH. i hate this. i really do. i don't know what to do. =\ because it's really and truly making me feel terrible inside because i feel like.., i'm not sure, like i'm not good enough. =[ =[ =[