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MINI RANT. so brace yourselves.
School. I don't even think I could possibly describe HOW SICK AND TIRED I am of school. Like..-_______- I can't wait for my art classes next semester. I know I will be less sick and tired of school doing stuff that I really and truly love.
Work. Clients utterly GRIND MY GEARS for the simple fact that they take forever to get me information then want me to magically wave my wrist and have shit done. Like..you take a month to give me the information then want me to be done with your shit in like a week. IT DOES NOT WORK THAT WAY. and i will smite anyone that thinks otherwise. stop being unreasonable!!
Michael. We're doing great. I just need to freaking get use to someone who is less..romantic? or adoring than guys I have dated. It's really different because I'm used to guys who will show me off, tell me how nice I look, call me in the nights to discuss our days, and blah blah blah. He's like..not like that. Haha. And it frustrates me sometimes. And I don't necessarily think it's the way he is. But it's just how he is FOR NOW. It's almost like he has a wall up and will not allow me to get over that wall until he trusts me enough? Which is fine, most guys are like that with females because of past corrupt relationships. I can't say I truly am ever in that position because with every new guy i'm like: well, he's different, so i will trust him until he gives me reason not to because i want him to be a good person. -__- and then i get screwed over. -__-
I will continue to treat him like the wonderful person he is though and hope he eventually opens up to me. Because that's all I really and truly want from him. I just want to be there for him. And I hope he understands that.
-___- my michael section is always like super duper long because I have more to say about him than anything else, i guess because he involves my emotions and i feel more strongly about the situation. haha.
Anyhow..my brother has a friend over for the night. And i could not be anymore upset about the situation. He's been having friends over like every weekend and it annoys me. I want them to go away. :| haha.
MINI RANT. so brace yourselves.
School. I don't even think I could possibly describe HOW SICK AND TIRED I am of school. Like..-_______- I can't wait for my art classes next semester. I know I will be less sick and tired of school doing stuff that I really and truly love.
Work. Clients utterly GRIND MY GEARS for the simple fact that they take forever to get me information then want me to magically wave my wrist and have shit done. Like..you take a month to give me the information then want me to be done with your shit in like a week. IT DOES NOT WORK THAT WAY. and i will smite anyone that thinks otherwise. stop being unreasonable!!
Michael. We're doing great. I just need to freaking get use to someone who is less..romantic? or adoring than guys I have dated. It's really different because I'm used to guys who will show me off, tell me how nice I look, call me in the nights to discuss our days, and blah blah blah. He's like..not like that. Haha. And it frustrates me sometimes. And I don't necessarily think it's the way he is. But it's just how he is FOR NOW. It's almost like he has a wall up and will not allow me to get over that wall until he trusts me enough? Which is fine, most guys are like that with females because of past corrupt relationships. I can't say I truly am ever in that position because with every new guy i'm like: well, he's different, so i will trust him until he gives me reason not to because i want him to be a good person. -__- and then i get screwed over. -__-
I will continue to treat him like the wonderful person he is though and hope he eventually opens up to me. Because that's all I really and truly want from him. I just want to be there for him. And I hope he understands that.
-___- my michael section is always like super duper long because I have more to say about him than anything else, i guess because he involves my emotions and i feel more strongly about the situation. haha.
Anyhow..my brother has a friend over for the night. And i could not be anymore upset about the situation. He's been having friends over like every weekend and it annoys me. I want them to go away. :| haha.
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