Don't worry about yesterday - what happened, how it happened, or even why it happened. We're living for today, building our future for tomorrow. Let's live life, shall we?! :D

I've been feeling great lately! School is going more than great! The people I have been associating myself with lately are people that have been down to earth and real. I'm through with hanging with people who think they are "the shit" or feel that people should treat them a certain way because they feel they are owed that. That's so annoying and egocentric it's not funny. Anyhowww. I started my Capoeira class yesterday and I'm certainly feeling it today, haha. The class is crazy and Gabrielle and I were struggling a bit but you know what? I love it! Learning another culture is always VERY exciting to me. I have kickboxing tomorrow and I'm pretty excited. ^__^

I know, I know, the amount of times Dimitri is mentioned in a journal entry is significantly dwindling. I hardly talk to him now. Perhaps once every 2-3 days versus what used to be everyday. Eh..I'm not sure if he is truly interested in me as a person, and that's a horrid accusation! But the only times he seems to hit me up is when he is in that mood..if you know what I'm talking about. And I don't think he does it particularly on purpose but whatever. I refuse to care if he refuses to care. Ha..

The amount of time that I've been talking to Jabari is noticably dwindling as well. Which is expected, so i'm not surprised. -shrugs-

The weather is pretty damn crummy and has been crummy since it's hurricane season. So lots and lots of rain. I realized today that I enjoy walking in the rain, I just don't enjoy Diana Ross hair once my hair dries. Haha. But the feeling of the cold rain against my warm skin is actually a feeling I enjoy. And I've been noticing with each passing day, simple pleasures like walking in the rain make me feel happy or alive. I can't really explain it, they just do. And I feel like it's a good thing. =]

Update on my hair..Everyone that's been talking to me lately knows that I've given up relaxers and chemicals in my hair as a whole. I am thinking of getting my hair coloured but perhaps in half a year or so, I want to ween my hair out of all the chemicals as a whole before I even consider going lighter with my hair. I perhaps will colour it like May of next year depending on how the growth of my hair does by then. We'll see. I ordered new curlers, oils, and conditioners trying to really take this seriously.  So yea..

[update]
I want to marry John Legend!!
damn, forreal though..where are all the clean cut successful black men like that? :| x3